Michael Phelps

I think he's quite hot leh.

dont you think ?

At first i thought he was very ugly,

then he took off his cap thing and his goggles,

and im like wooooaaah !

hahahaha, my future boyfriend must be an olympic swimmer !

and he must win 8 gold medals in a single meet.

HA.

i hate the holidays.

i have nothing to do.

i got back my report book already.

i got 21st in class out of 40,

and 90+ out of 200+ for level position.

I failed chinese and combined humanities.

Surprisingly,I didnt fail my combined science,

which i expected to, due to the fact that i scored 29/100

for physics. I guess my chem's good enough to pull my grade up.

A1 for POA. no surprise there,its a sure pass subject.

overall, i got mostly c6/5s and d7s.

The best part ? i still havent told my mum.

Im gonna be skinned alive when she finds out.

i so cant wait -.-

Math tuition resumed today.

tutor was unually nice to me.

He didnt really yell at me, and he sent me all the way home,

when i only wanted a lift to the mrt.

I cant believe Joanfjq got yelled at by her parents when

she's fifth in the entire level.

I wonder what her father expects her to achieve.

First in level ? huh, give her a break lah.

Digressing, i watched indiana jones ytd,

and i think the front part was really boring and

the ending was stupid. But I like the part where they

figure out all the clues. Kind of reminds me of

national treasure. which is the best show ever, after dirty dancing 2.

Im gonna rent lotsa dvds to kill time during the holidays.

Unless anyone wants to jio me out ?

Or help me find a holiday job ?

whatever.

Close your heart,

dont let anyone in,

who knows what pain they'll bring.

last day of school tomorrow.

im not looking forward to it, weird as it might seem.

i want another month of school ! ):

i'll pretend im okay.

I'm feeling slightly happier !

haha, cause :

1. tmr's wednesday which means i can go to sch.

2. i had metal bands put on and not braces,

(so at least i can get to enjoy my food for an extra one month)

3. i ate alot of apple crumble. like, ALOT.

4. i decided what tattoo to get,and where to put it ^^

(when im 18 ++++++++ , that is.)

and the thing that greatly improved my mood:

I had my love fortune told.

And i was told that a new love is poised to enter my life

And that someone finds me very attractive ! O_o

Also, i shouldnt confuse intuition with wishful thinking !

i dont know if its real or not,

but i so totally want it to be real !

omgomgomg pleasepleaseplease !!!!!!

haha, anyway, about the tatoo thing :

i want this design on my :

you cant really see it properly :

but if you look carefully you can see this

wing thingy slightly below her neck.

If you want a clearer view, you can go here :

http://www.jamd.com/search?text=Jenna%20Dewan&assettype=g&assetid=71601687&partner=images.google.com.sg

I WANT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When it hurts so bad, sometimes,

Not having you here ♥

dull skin to suit my blah mood.

I really really tried to smile/laugh etc the whole day,

but everytime i try i just feel like crying.

huh, whatever.

Anyway, i wont be attending school on tuesday,

cause i have i have a dental appointment at freaking 8am

to put on my braces (I think). Which means i cant eat solid food for a full

4 weeks. Which also means i cant get to see x.

Which makes me depressed all over again.

GEEZ I CANT FREAKING WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY !!!!!!

I tell myself,there will be no more __.

I don't want a burden like that in my life :(

I'm tired of waiting & waiting knowing nothing will happen.

but... I don't know..

I see you & I keep staring and wishing and hoping....

Yet, hope is said to be the first step towards disapointment.

This silly thing is affecting my mood -.-

You may laugh,but it's killing me!

Knowing that something will never happen,

doesnt make you want it any lesser.

chatted with clarissa,

and on second thought, i think i will have a private blog,

where only certain friends can read my most inimate stuff.

or maybe just a journal thing, but with the risk of my mum finding out.

of course, this blog will still be open lah. hahaha.

We had this rats carnival, which i initially thought

was rags carnival. Lol, i didnt hear properly -.-

quite fun lah i guess, although kinda pointless.

psh, dunno what im talking about.

kinda sorta depressed-ish lately,

and im not really sure why.

maybe its cause of the thing i told ccsm ?

But he doesnt even know me lah wth.

i dont wanna think so much,

yet im thinking so much.

and slooowly, i think im..................................

But he doesnt seem to give a damn sometimes,

with the exception of today where he kind of sort of made direct eyecontact ?

omgzxzxsxzxsxzxz i thought i was gonna faint lah !

in a good way. hahahaha.

oh well, there i go again, when i alr said i wont think so much.

ahhhhhwell.

im gonna play lemonade tycoon and drown my sorrows.

He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

I can't even see anyone when he's with me
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

And he's all that I need to fall into..

You can miss someone that died.

You can miss someone that moved away,

but the worst way to miss someone,

is someone you see (almost)everyday..

my mouth hurts ):

ALOT. alot alotalotlaotlsaotlaot.

i had four teeth extracted ytd, in preparation for my braces

on the 18th (june) . Talking and smiling hurts like hell,

i cant eat solid food, and i havent eaten since ytd.

*rumbleeeee* and today i accidentally ate a tiny potato chip,

and crunched right down on my wound.

HEN TONG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><

but i suppose thats the price for b-e-a-u-t-y ):

anyway, on monday i went out with merlissa,delton,

yintong,kelvin and wensen. we went to dg cathay cine to watch

over her dead body. it was okay lah i guess, not really fantastic.

headed over to far east to shop, and i have so many things in

mind to buyyy ! Plus our trip to bugis street.

omgzxs so cheaaaap ! When i get my pay i will shoppp like crazy.

p.s: if you're looking for those checkered boyfriend blouses,

bugis st sells those at 10 bucks ^^

oh and today my mum found out about my tragus piercing.

and shes like, when did you pierce it ?

pain anot ?

you pierce with who ?

lol, she didnt rly scold lah, she seemed more curious if anything O.o

oh and a million thanks to all my friends who cheered me up today (:

love you all <3>

alot of funny stuff happened in class tdy,

esp in poa, when we played this number game thing,

and the loser has to do really embarrasing forfeits __

pics up soon, cause i snuck online (hehehehe)

and my aunt(y) may come home anytime.

got most of my results back.

anddddd i didnt do really well.

my best subject would definitely be poa.

with 45.5/60

i almost passed my chinese (47/100)

i think i got like 60 for geog, and i know i passed math

with like, 50+,60 ? anddddddd, chem, not too sure,

and i know i failed physics, cause only 2 people passed =="

and im pretty sure im not one of the 2.

i got 13/30 for social studies. 2 more marks leh !

bummer. and i passed english. i mean, i passed all the component things,

but idk abt the overall. According to clarissa's calculations,

im supposed to have 62, but i hope with oral and all,

i can get at least a 65. plsohplssssss.

overall im just glad to pass math la huh.

toodles. sleep beckons.

let the pics do the talking.

anyway, it was a rly fun day today (:

pasir ris park>downtown>ehub>movie>lbrary>home.

we should do this again !

chem paper relatively easy.

waited for yj until his bio paper finish,

and hung around until the sec 4s let out,

cause i was hoping to see * , beeeecause i wont see * until wed ):

(dental appt on 13th may. Braces ! )

Its the end of the midyears.

but why dont i feel happy ?

Une autre journée sans vous avec moi,

son comme une lame, qui touche droit à travers moi ..

lorsque près de vous, mon cœur commence à battre,

lorsque vous êtes allé, il coutume arrêter le saignement ..

j'ai pu attendre à jamais ..

hi. short one today.

i know i havent been posting lately.

beeeeecause ! got exam maaaaaah.

hahah, okay just bear with me, cause theres only 2 days left !

12 papers down, 2 more to go !

jiayou ! jiaaaaaaaayou !

anyway, ytd was clarissa cheong's birthday !

yay, you're finally 15 babe ! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

heh, we went out to fish & co to celebrate,

but i'll post more on that (& everything else)

once all my papers finish.

I've been waking up at 3am to study almost everyday,

and i have HUGE EYEBAGS (oh, the horror) and very bad skin.

Cant wait for the holidays to begin,so i can start earning molah from my holiday jobs !

I've got 2 jobs : one that lasts 3 days, and one for the whole month i think.

YAY, i'll be rich by the end of the month $__$ !~

anyway, i'll be posting more when my papers end,

so keep coming ! pleaaaaseeeeeeee ! haha.

i need visitors leh. okay ? thanks. haha, byeeeee & good luck all !

hi. nth much today, just that i watched dvds the whole day ><

and i had math tuition which means i got yelled at 99% of the time.

spoiler. i was having such a good time before he popped over and said

he wanted to have tuition -.-

KNN

anyway, ytd had geog and math paper.

i dont even wanna talk abt it.

after our papers, went ws with cheong,belynda,kelmond,zixiang,

selwin,liwei & fais to wait for edward (its the sec1 edward btw)

saw nick,josh,dh,zw,jx, there.

headed to tampines and saw samson and gang there,

hung around the watch shop and decided whr to go.

( omg, i alr dont feel like typinggggsgsgsgsgss)

went to kfc, crapped about dick and breasts and itchy tongue

etc etc, and laughed our lungs out.

belynda and edward's damn funny -.-

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

i dont feel like continuing.

update here tmr.

BAD MOOD LAH KNNBCCNB