SOMETHING IS FREAKING WRONG WITH MY BLOGGER .
RARH .
now i feel like changing my link .
i hate you blogger !!!!!!!!!!

had training agn today .
forgot my stick AGN .
so left church early & rushed back home .
got my stick and attire and stuffand sort of ran to the arena .
dunno why today not in field ...

anyway .
kept slipping during practice cuz the floor's newly waxed .
aft training we heard the dance people in their studio .
they were doing this bollywood thingy .
and the music is soooo funny .
the whole song is like ' tacha tachaaaaa .'
& the steps also so funny .
so the whole hockey team went inside and danced with them .
lol . so funnnnnnnnny .
all of us didnt know the moves so we do until very cartoooon .

aft that mummy came to fetch me .
at that time it was alrd 4 plus almost 5 .
so we went to eat dinner at hans .
then went shopping for awhile .
i bought some stuff .
plus my butter cookies <3
yayayayayayyaayy .

tmr's 2007 !
im gonna stay up until midnight and send msges to everyone (:
kbye .

Today's training was =.=
7 to 1pm .

we did sprints today .
like up and down 150 times .
and that thing where you sit down
open up your legs (ok . that sounds soooo wrong . lol .)
so its almost like a split then you bend forward
until your head touches the ground .
100 counts . Almost died doing it . goodness .

And we also did squats .
like, where you sit down on an imaginary chair .
& she INSISTS on 90 degrees ! omg .
At first she gave us 150 counts only .
then we're like ' WAH SO LONG ! '
and she extended it to 200 .
plus she doesnt count like 1 second 1 count .
its like 5 secounds 1 count .
i lasted thru 153 counts .
after that my legs were like shivering alrd .
then at 160 counts,
she let us hold our sticks for balance .
cuz most of us like gna collaspe alrd . ha .
plus we did under the blazing hot sun !
She is soooooo trying to kill us .
oh .
and thats anth reason why i can never be fairskinned .
but that doesnt matter . i like being tan .

then mummy fetched me .
at lunch at some buffet place .
then met chel at ws .
hung out at DTE .
then headed over to her church .
for youth service / megalife .
her church is awesomeeeeeee .
its like super big .
their service is sooooo cool .
their worship is like jumping up and down .
cuz the songs are so... hiphop-ish . and rock- ish .

then we left a bit earlier .
went to DTE's mac .
chatted awhile .
then somehow the topic changed to clubbing .
then i asked her if any of her friends go clubbing in australia .
& she was like : ": NO! you'll get killed ! lols .

anyway .
after that we went to TM .
bought tix for night @ museum .
the show starts at 7.20
and we bought it at 7. hehe .
the show is sooooo funny !
ben stiller does it agn (:
i love ben stiller (((:

ok .
im tired .
training tmr AGAIN .
have to leave church early i think .
bye .

im so depressed these days .
shouldnt have gone online .
only made me feel worse because ...
well, its a secret only me and god knows (:

i hate it when i feel like that .
makes me hate myself and have no life .
all i do is stare at msn msger & friendster .
and blog about meaningless stuff like people's private affairs .
and how girls shouldnt date cute guys .
omg .
why did i even type that post ?
goodness .
im deleting it as soon as i finish with this post .

plus i shld stop thinking so much about _ .
& whether _ has a _ .
& who _ meant on _ .

and school's gonna start soon .
darn .
i hope i dont get doris tan as my form teacher agn .
or any of my subject teachers .
pleaseohpleaseohpleaseeeee .
she only knows how tell me to
pin up my fringe and pull up my socks .
and she always gives me all the hard questions .

And i hope i dont get Lina as my art teacher .
Cuz she only knows how to tell me to :
1. Pin up fringe .
2. Pull up socks .
3. Tuck blouse all the way in.
4. Lengthen skirt to below the knees .

omgggg .
is she trying to turn me into a freak or what ?
just imagine me in calf length skirt, fully tucked in blouse ,
regular sch socks and all my fringe pinned up .
omgomgomg .

k. its 11 plus now .
im going to bed .
training tmr
bye .

yesterday's party was super fun .
chelsea & chelisa .
lol .

You're not alone together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go
you know I wont give in
no, I wont give in.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong,
cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth .
so keep holding on cause you know
we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away .
I wish you were here
before it's too late
this could all disapear
before the doors close,
and this comes to an end
but with you by my side
I will fight and defend ,
i'll fight and defend
yeah yeah.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong cause you know
i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do there
no other way when it comes
to the truth so keep holding on
cause you know
we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

Hear me when I say,
when I say I believe
nothings gonna change,
nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is meant to be will work out perfectly .

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong cause you know
i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do theres
no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on cause you know
we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

MERRY CHRISTMAS .
<3

ok. cant be bothered to type much cuz its christmas ,
& im super pissed off by _ .
i'll just put pictures .
and elaborate a bit .
i only had the camera on the third & fourth day .
so only pictures from day 3 & 4 .

Day one .
we did drills for an hour .
sweated so much .
sectional & main band in the afternoon .
37 Taman Petaling (TP) girls came in the night .
had icebreaker games with them .
and they're REALLY friendly .

Day two .
cant remember much .
sectionals & main band in the morning & afternoon .
and at night , like 10 plus,
we all went to the hall to practise .
and it was all unarranged .
we didnt plan it at all .
when me, april, renee, pamela, evan, weishan & vivian
steped into the hall, there were alrd
quite a number of people practising .

so we took our instruments and practised also .
then jufri came to help us ( me, april & renee) in panther fire .
Hong wei helped the french horns .
jufri brought us aside .
then tested us on our timing .
kenneth came over to watch .
then later hansley watched awhile also .
and took renee aside to help her .
( cuz he's saxophone also)

then there was one time where
me and april kept saying yesssss
like the TP girls when juri asked us questions .
cuz right, the TP girl ALWAYS reply yesssss
to they're conductor when he asks them a question
or gives them suggestions to improve .
so the whole time they're like

yessss
yessss
yessss
yessss

and they will always drag the 's' behind .
then coral band was like making fun of them la .
so that time when jufri was helping us ,
jufri : ok . start frm bar 12 .
me & april : yessss .
jufri : ok go .
me & april : yesss .
*kenneth bursts out laughing*
jufri : then start la ! *starts laughing also*
me & april : yessssss .
and we all laughed harder .
lol .
i think we laughed like ard 15 - 20 minutes .
haha .

day three .
CONCERT DAY !
morning had combined sectionals with TP girls on LGT & SM .
then in LGT, christopher & yuen san (tp) always
didnt know when to come in .
then camy was so fricking pissed .
haha .
then we had main band .
after that we had to wash up & change
into our concert attire and have dinner .
thennnnn..
CONCERT !
sooo nervous .
mummy , aunties, counsins , joshua & owen came .
thanks for coming !





we had interval .




me in uni and mummy .

and then we played 4 more songs .
and the tp girl joined us for the encore .
we're THAT good ok .
lol .




coral & tp .


rashidah (band major) & mr wong (conductor)
during prize giving .

then the after party .


owen , JK , me , april .


me, felicia , camy , yvonne .
shining's behind . lol .
can see her legs and face btween camy & felicia .

we took like a million pics .
but im lazy to upload .

then we went back up to hall .
had debrief speech by mr wong .
we're playing alvarma for SYF nxt year .
hopefully we'll get a gold if we all practise hard .
and then we took more pictures !


trumpet section .


clarinet section . without the guys . lol .


me & shytheng . she's super sweet . <33


lutfiya , shytheng and me .

then the tp girls went to orchard to see the lights .
we helped the percussion to put the drums and stuff
back to the CDS .
damn heavy and super hard to bring dwn the stairs .
6 girls were needed to bring 1 timpani dwn .
lol . and there were 4 timpanies !
but only need two guys to shift one timpani dwn .
but the timpani is damn big & heavy la .
the bass drum also .
lol .
after that we went to sleep .

day four .
packed up .
went dwn for breakfast .
went up to clean up the class room .
then we slept abit more .
and guess what .
evan can sleep with her eyes open !
freaky .

then went dwn to bomb shelter .
mr wong was giving a farewell speech to the tp girls .
we listened with them .


coral & tp .

then we said our farewells .
everyone was like taking pics and hugging and stuff .


mostafa , chris , jeremy ,
front row : huan ye and two tp girls .
dunno their names :x


clarinet girls ! minus alot of ppl .
hahas .

i have more photos .
but i lazy to upload .

then we went to the foyer to send them off .


tp group photo with tchers in charge, mdm ng and more.
minus coral .

then the tp girls boarded the bus .
and coral band was behind waving and waving .
lol .
so nice .
then the bus started to move and coral band
ran after it waving .
lol .
just imagine a hundred people .
running after a bus .
haha .
tehn hansley fall us in .
comitee gave us presents .
then hansley fall us out .
and we went home .

party later .
kbye .

i fucking hate you .
all you think about is yourself .
people can wait for you ,
but you cannot wait for people .
whats your fucking problem?
if you have to wait for people ,
you yell & yell in public like nobody's buisness.
you think you're always right .
even if you're wrong you refuse to admit it
and always blame it on me .
wtf .
at home you're the same .
screaming at me to turn off the light if no one's using it .
if i forget,you scream even more .
but if YOU forget,
you'll be like ' oh. ok' and walk off .
what the fuck is wrong with you ?
now i can totally understand why HE left you .
who wont .
and when you're at home .
i cannot do anything in peace .
i have to hear your freaking voice every 10 sceonds .
i cant wait to grow up so i can leave this place .
urgh.
fucking hate you bitch .

last Christmas I gave you my heart,
but the very next day you gave it away...
this year to save me from tears,
I'm giving it to someone special.


I'll post abt the band camp tmr la.
lazy to upload the pics.

anyway.
today my church had this christmas celebration thingy.
chelsea came.

the ignition choir performed.




and then there was this buffet lunch thingy.
went up to youth classroom.
and we like put presents into people's stockings.
joshua's present was gross.
egg yolk + wax + dunno what = smelly thingy.
you can just die from the smell.

anyway.
opened presents.


my stocking.

and then bev gave me this horse thingy which is sooooo cute !
i like it soo much. <33

so cute right.

and my second favorite.
the devil ipod cover thing.
i was like searching high & low for it
and now i have it !
so happy. hahaha.
actually the one i wanted was this black angel thing.
but this is fine.



thanks kun & joel ! <33
went vivo with chels.
tried on alot of shoes.
hahas. esp at topshop.
there was this superrr high heel there.
tried it on for fun.

& its like walking on tiptoe.


its a skill to walk in highigh heels.
:x

kbye.
blog abt camp tmr.

i'm back.
damn tired now la.
& i still have to go for the cailin's hse thingy.

i'll blog more abt the camp tmr
plus pictures.
but you can see one as my blog pic.
taken in sch hall after the concert.
i look super retarded there la.
but its the nicest grp pic i have.
so dunt care la.

its the clarinet section.
minus the guys.
they paiseh (embarassed) to take. lol.
TP band & Coral Band.
the TP band people are the ones in yellow & red.
we're the ones ones in black,

asdfghjklqwertyuiop !
so tired. eyes gna close..
bye.

k.
today's band practice was kinda boring at the beginning.
but soooooooo fun during combined.
i also took pictures.
fairul was super funnnnyyyy. lol.
BUT.
its like 11+ now
and i have to sleep.
or im be like nodding off during drills.
=.=

i'll blog more about today on the 22nd. or 23rd.
plus pics. (:

cuz i'll be going to band camp.
19th dec to 22nd dec.
dismisal at 1.3opm
but we cannot choose who we bunk with. ):
concert on the 21st ! go watch k.
theres doorsales. $8 ((:
there are like 450 people coming.
yayyayayyyy.

i wont be blogging for 4 days.
so byeeeeeeeee (:

I got sooo many things to blog abt.
i shall blog abt to day first.
ok.
TODAY :

BAND PRACTICE SUCKED.


at first we played abit of scales.
then we went through SantaClaus Is Coming To Town.
then after a 3 min break.
we like went through the whole repetiour.*
* sorry. dunno how to spell. lol.

and it was completely lousy.
haiyo.
everyone like dunno how to play
and when to come in.
i also cannot play all my running notes.
wth.
i practise like siao.
then when asked to play,
i cannot play.
wthwthwthhhh.

then after that ,
clarinet section kena scolded by JX.
April cried ? ):
then we were made to fall in.
then fairul also scolded us.
cuz we played like shiiiiiiiiiit.
and then jodi & that malay girl cried.
oh my tian.
like that how to hold a concert ?
how come our standard drop so low ?
haiyoooo.

and on monday,
we have sectionals and combined
frm 8am to 5pm!
thats like 9 friggin hours!
omggg.

band was extended until like 1 plus.
rched church ard 2.30
sort of decorate the class room.
didnt help much.
kept thinking abt band prac.
D:

ok.
forgot to blog abt the drills.
drills are like all those marching stuff.
there were like so many funny parts.
lol.

WholeBand : * marching*
Hansley : Band! KIRI BEHHH LOK ! (its a commannd)
everyone suddenly stopped marching and banged into one another.
WholeBand : huh ? whats that mean?

HAHAHA!
that was so funny.
then hansley was like,
HAIYOOOO.
lol.

ok.
next one.

we were doing cepat jalan.
which means forward march i think.
then we were dragging our feet.
so hansley stopped us.
and told us to watch how the first row did it.
the first row consisted of :
Loo Kuang
Mustafa
Daryl
Said
Zul

hansley : First row ! henta kaki cepat jaaaalan ! (command)
First row : *starts marching*

hansley : see how they march ! This is what i call smart !
and they never drag their feet ! *pauses*
well, except Daryl.

WholeBand: *laughs*
hansley : * gives out the command to stop marching*
First row : * stops*

hansley :And they even stop together! * pauses* except daryl.
WholeBand : *laughs harder*

Hansley : and they end up in an almost straight row ! * pauses*
Zul & loo kuang : except for daryl
Whole Band : *laughs evn more*

hahaha.
so funny.

oh and Wardar came late.
everytime to come late,
you like need to have permission to fall in.

Wardar : Permission to fall in sir !
hansley : fall in.
Wardar : where to fall in ah ?

lol.
was laughing so harddd. (:

ok.
now i'll blog abt ytd.

(sorry, i didnt brg my cam, so couldnt take pics)

ytd ROCKEDDD.

TK BAND ROCKS BIGTIMEEEE.

me,april & ben went to TK's concert.
held at s'pore conference hall.
10 bucks per person.
but sooo worth it.

they played sooo many nice pieces.
and the band is like so pro.
i should have gone to TK.
haiya.

They have like 114 members.
excluding the seniors.
omgee.
thats like, alot.
lol.

during interval.
me , april & ben
went to find josh & owen.
owen was the one who invited us to the concert.
their uniform was sooo blardy smart.
sooo nice !
its like totally black with a little bit of gold.
they both look so smart.

then there was one conductor.
looked super shuai la.
me and april were like.
WOAHHH.
lol.
they have like 4 conductors.
TK band got alot of cute guys also.
hahaha.
like:

the oboe guy
the clarinet guy
the Fhorn guy
the double bass guy
the flute guy
the trumbone guy
and
the percussion guy

sooo shuai la.
hahaha.

oh and at the end of the concert,
there were like 4 encores.
then aft 4 encores,
the conductors went backstage and
the MC came out and said.
ok. this is reaaaalllyyy the end of the concert.

then.
this grp of TK seniors in the audience shouted :
drop drop roll roll roll!
i think.
which is like a command for the drum.

then the drummer started dropping and rolling
WITHOUT the conductor !
and the whole band joined in.
and even without the conductor,
they played so perfectly.
our band is not even half as good.
sooo cooool.
and the song they played is super nice.
then after that got anth encore.
lol!

tk band is rly perfect la.
their notes rae all super in tune.
soooo worth my 10 bucks.
i want to go to anth tk concert!

oh and i want my future bf to be a musician !
lol.
or an sportsman also can la..
but musician btr.
hahaha/.

april's father fetched us home.
joshua & owen didnt follow us.
they had to go back to school
and pack up the instruments and stuff.
rched home ard 11.45 pm

ok.
tmr got church.
byebye.

Check this out.
rofl.
half the class sleeping.
hahaha.

hmm.
new skin.
not perfect tho.
pic not aligned. ):

anyway.
went to bugis w april & renee ytd.
omg, so fun la.

April helped zul to ask people to
fill up the drug form for NCC.
And he have to buy finish all the extra band tix
april cannot sell. lol.

went to NTUC .
bought impulse & mineral water.
took mrt to bugis.
looked for movie bt dunt have. ):
ended up looking for band clothes.
so we went to bugis street.
3 of us bought a zinc bag for nxt year.

jeremy bought it at $35 aft discount,
we bought at at $31. lol.
To jeremy : see, its worth it to shop with a girl. lol.

walked ard, couldnt find band stuff.
so looked at other clothes.
saw this white dress shirt,
superrrrr nice.
but i didnt buy.
im gna brg my mum there.
so i dont neeed to use my own $.

went to This Fashion ( =x) to look for band clothes.
i think we spent like an hour there.
april took like forever.
and ended up buying just a skirt. =.=
me & renee were dying of dehydration.

went back to BS, bought milo.
and headed to centurysq to look smre.
saw manymany pretty shoes.
went to toilet.
playd there.

mum called.
& fetched me home.
ate dinner.

met jenna, shuki, sasha and kenzi at ard 10 plus.
went out to partaaayyyy. lol.
super fun.
rched home at ard 3am. =x
damn, my head hurts.
bye.

pictures :
my cam ran out of batt.
forgot to charge.
but we managed to snap a few pics at bugis
before it went dead.

temp skin.
until i find a better one.

SWEEEEEEEEEET (:
made me smile.
lol.
anyway.

went ikea with mummy today for dinner.
the place was super crowded.
waited 1/2 hour for dinner to arrive.
went around ikea.
& went to the swedish market to buy stuff.
got lost for awhile.
couldnt rmb whr we parked the car.
eventually found it. (:

ok. i still dont know if i shud go to the TK concert.
april , are you going ?
owen asking me alrd.


bye.

saw this on gwen's blog.

this is how i see love between two:
first, it's a pink, cute,
love hearts filled cuddly bear,
taking over your heart.
suddenly all the blemishes & imperfections disappear.
you're in love.
hate to break your bubble,
but it's actually called infactuation.

so, your infactuation with this boy begins.
it all depends if you're shy or not.
if you are,you'll quietly stalk this boy,not good.
if you aren't,you'll put yourself out to him.
not good either.

yay! either way, you got to know him better!
as your infactuation grows,
so does the cute cuddly bear.
suddenly.
this boy breaks your heart!
*glass smashes*

the cute & cuddly pink bear turned
into a hideous,evil, cunning, pus-filled face,
scheming little motherf-.
you don't know if you should feel
upset,angry,happy,crazy,or suicidal.
you fall.
you cry.
whatever happened to i love you?

like i said,infactuation!
you break down,
you cry every night.
you try to understand the situation.
but it all doesn't make any sense..

so you quickly find heart broken
msn display pics to indirectly tell him something.
then you realise that isn't working,
so you change your msn name too.

'i love you, but you don't love me..'
''why did this happen?'
''never trusting you again.'
''drowning in my tears..'
etc, you know?

then you realise he BLOCKED you.
you break down even more.
so you join some random forum,
& post endless threads about how
your heart is broken into a thousand pieces.

you get these randoms from all around
the world to help you pick up these broken pieces,
to help you mend your heart again back to normal.
then this other boy comes...
history repeats.

'dear heart,
i met a boy.
prepare to shatter.
xo.'
-----------------------------

i read this,
and inside i was like.
woah. its liek some parts is sort of true. lol.
buhbyeee.

SELLING BAND CONCERT TICKETS.

PRICE : $8.00

DATE : 21 December 2006.

TIME : 7.30 sharp.

VENUE : Coral Secondary School Hall.

dont worry. the hall is air-conditioned.

IF INTERESTED , CONTACT ME @ 83331068.

THANKS.

p.s ive got 4 more left.

oh.
my blog is one year old. (:
it turned one on the 3 of dec.
but i forgot. lol.
happy belated birthday blog !
i think i should give my blog a name.
lol.
bye.

short post.
Had band today.
11-3 pm.
learnt lets get loud's dance stuff.
super confusing.
somehow cannot move and play.

when we sat still and played.
it was soooooo nice.
when we tried to dance and play,
sound like shiiiiiiit.
hmm.
ok. skipskipskip.

met joshua,amanda,joel,joseph& bro.
at somerset control station.
ate lunch at pasta mania.
went up to get tix.
they ALL went arcade.
left me alone la.
i cant go, cuz im still in uniform.
darn.

so i was left alone at the round table thing.
then this two bengs came up and sort of talked to me i think.
they were like next to me.
them : Hi..
me : * looks up * huh ? you talking to me ?
them : ya.. hi..
me : uh.. hi ?..
* nudges each other for a while & walks away pushing each othr. hmm. *

xiang , kun & brynna joined us ard 4 plus i think.

anyway watched happy feet.
kinda nice.
gloria is super cute when she's a toddler.
mumble looks cute througout the whole show. ((:
and like more than halfway thru the show
this grp of people came it.
=.=
whats the point.
alrd miss half the show.


THIS IS MUMBLE (:
so cute right. i know. (:
walked to mrt station.
amanda said that kun & joel mysteriously
dissapeared when we were taking the lift.
& xiang, who lives in toapayoh, didnt take the same train as amanda.
suspicious. lol.
you appologised, but you still repeated it..
took train to TM.
met mother there.
ate some japanese thing for dinner.
saw hildy & that sec 2 guy.
bought cheesecake.
went to april hse to collect clarinet.

went home.
bathed.
eat cheesecake.
& now im blogging.
bye.

edit : ok. ive added smth else to my list.
11. Thou shall never have a tatoo.
def nono. urgh.

second post.
jenna wants to know what kind of guy i want as a bf.
since ive been ' rejecting every guy that comes my way.'
one question : WHERE GOTTTTTT?!
anyway.

Personality wise :

1. Thou shall have a nice personality.
2. Thou shall be a gentleman.
3. Thou shall not flirt with other girls.
4. Thou shall be fun-loving.
5. Thou shall not be an ah beng.
6. Thou shall not speak chinese or hokkien as a first languague.
7. Thou shall not use hokkien/chinese curse words like kns or tmd. 'walao' still can :D
8. Thou shall not act cool / big.
9. Thou shall not be an attituder.
10. Thou shall not be a himbo. haha.

Appearance wise :

1. Thou shall have acceptable dress sense.
2. Thou shall not dress like an ah beng. ( no pink or v-neck shirts)
3. Thou shall not dye thy hair blonde or any other weird ahbeng colour.
4. Thou shall not have long nails.
5. Thou shall be at least average looking. (telling you i totally dunt go for looks is a lie :D )
6. Thou shall be taller than me by at least 10cm (im 161.) 20cm max.
7. Thou shall have a nice hairstyle. ((:
8. Thou shall not be acne-ridden.
9. Thou shall be tan. (fair also can la. but i prefer tan. heh.)
10. Thou shall not be fat.
11. added on : Thou shall not & never have a tatoo.

K, thats all.

interested parties are welcomed to apply.

haha. im joking. Im so not despo. ((:

bye.

EDIT : DAMN. SPEECH TMR. URGH.

will blog abt ytd.
cant be bothered to write much.
make do with pics.
went to orchard hotel's cafe to have lunch.




4 star hotel. deco damn nice.




mine (:


toilet also vry nice.


there. all done.
bye.