Because everyone feels heartache
And everyone feels pain
But only those with true courage
Can get up and try again.

Um. Hi god. Just wanna say thanks so much for helping me in my papers and most of all thanks for giving me a chance to see him again even though it makes me miss him more and i know i said i would get over him but its not working so a little help here please ^^ Oh and help him do well in his Os. Mmkay thanks and amen ^^

That aside, i've finally got back all my papers and im happy to say i only failed one subject which is math (43/100) other than that im pretty satisfied with my results except POA because i made alot of stupid mistakes like writing "Less: Return Outwards" on both sides of the trading account. And i didnt include all my workings even though Ms Goh kept drumming it into my head. Oh but whats done is done right...at least i got a B for my overall. I think. I hope.

And Syaz is my boyfriend until 12mn today. Haha, cause the minimart uncle read my palm and he said I'll have 5 boyfriends before i get married so im trying to reduce the number. So Danny suggested i ask someone to go steady with me in the morning and break up tonight. (-.-) So far i've only had one ex and Syaz will be my second and Andy offered to be my third so now i need someone to be my fourth & fifth so i can have the sixth (*coughmedcough) as my husband! HAHAHAHAHA. Gah fat hope.

Anyway thats nonsense. Assuming i'll get married at 25, i have 10 years left. I still have to have 4 more boyfriends before i get married, so 10 divided by 4 is....2.5 years. I'll have a new boyfriend every two and a half years and THEN i'll get married. Hahahah i cant wait ^^

I wonder if he's still at the canteen...

Oh stop it.

Your eyes are ice cold blue, a mirror of the heart inside of you..

HIHIHI. I can finally go online!!!! K actually my internet's still down which sucks cause that means i have nothing to do. But my aunt's out now so im using hers.

Anyway, here's a piece of interesting news: Remember what the principal said about a new vice principal? It turns out that the new VP is my mum's/dads's golfing kaki which is also my aunt from church. Hahahaha how exciting. But if i get into trouble my mum will be the first to know-.-

Kay so exams are over! Its sooooo nice not having to syudy anymore hahahaha ^^ Okay so after exams Merlissa,Cheong,Siu,Elyse,Kamini,Jasper and me, we went to century to watch house bunny. Ohhhh fantastic show i tell you. The lead actress is soooo bimbotic she reminds me of Elyse. But she has a such a good heart haha. Huh forgot to mention that Jasper stepped on my foot and broke me nail of my little toe -.-

Mmm so im going out later to watch some concert my mum bought tix for....Cant wait for school to start so i can get to see all my marks except for math which i dont wanna see cause i know i blew it. Oh and guess what i still havent get my term 3 report book signed! hhahaha soooo nervous cause im gonna do it on monday. Mmkay tata.

11 papers down, 4 more to go.

Got this from my mum's self-help book (haha):

Every change no matter how tragic always open the door to more. When we suffer a loss of setback in life, the cause of our suffering is attachment. To let go of our attachment, we need to find love in out hearts again. We mistakenly believe we need someone specific, when what we really need is what that someone provided us with. A special person is special, but what that person provided us with is love, and that can always be found elsewhere.

By letting go, we open the way for something new in our lives. Change is only painful when we cant let go. Sometimes we just have to learn to walk away. If a relationship is coming to an end, instead of playing out long and complicated- and potentially hurtful- end games and learn the art of walking away. If it's dead, leave it.

As Cherie so aptly puts it: "Old one dont go, new one wont come."