When it hurts so bad sometimes, not having you here.


Hihihihi guess what i have my internet back!!!!!11

Anyway i had fun at church today. I laughed alot at least. We played Asshole after church which is like (quoting Joel) Taidi with a twist. For example, the first round is to define your positions, the person who finishes first is king, the person who finishes last is the Asshole. So during the second round, the Asshole will exchange two of his/her highest cards with two of the King's lowest cards, and the Soldier will exchange one of his/her highest cards with one of the Queen's lowest.

I can't play Taidi for nuts. So i always always always end up being the Asshole except for a few rare occasions where i become king and its because i got lucky not because of skill lol. So im always grateful when people offer to exchange ranks with me hahaha.

Anyway, my mum bought me an issue of seventeen and in one of the pages it had this section on how to tell if a guy is really BF material. I thought about it because i have nothing better to do. And also cause i have to wait for my mum while she's having her yoga class.

And i decided this is the absolutely most important thing to me in a relationship: He must be able to make me laugh. If you choose your partner for their looks, their status, even the rest of their personality, you could regret it eventually. Anyway (I love using this word hehe) lots of those things can get lost along the way. Even personality traits can change: a confident person can be shattered by emotional trauma, a patient person can become irritable and frustrated through illness or pain yada yada.

But a sense of humour will last you long after everything else has gone. When you're both sitting there in your rocking chairs, decades after retirement, and the kids have long since grown up, it may be all you have left. And if it is, it'll be enough ^^

Laughter is worth its weight in gold. A sense of humour is a very personal thing and some people just make us laugh more than others. Eh but you dont want just someone who will makes you laugh generally, although that's important also lah. The best thing of all is to find someone who can make you laugh at yourself and that will get through life more smoothly than anything else.

Anyway in seventeen, the rest of the qualities they listed were: He confides in you, which means he trusts you, He asks you questions about your life,which means he respects the things which are important to you. And i totally agree with this: He disagrees with you. A guy that argues a little isn't afraid to be himself around you so that means he'll never be an annoying lapdog.

It also says to beware of any guy who cant keep his hands to himself or is too quick to say he wants to be with you forever cause its an indicator that all he's really interested in is geting a girlfriend and any girl he finds will do.

That aside, my mum showed me a quote from the life section of an old newspaper:

" Its obvious women are smarter than men. Think about it:

diamonds are a girl's bestfriend; Man's bestfriend is a dog."

If thats the case then why am i always the Asshole (see beginning of post) and the guys I play with (esp KeenHoe) always get to become king ? ):

YUMMY YUM YUM ESPECIALLY DOUGIE. HAHAHA <333333!

Went out with Cousin to watch Madagascar 2 yesterday. Then we went to Ikea but i got really grouchy halfway through cause i was so hungry and I couldnt eat cause i just tightened my braces on monday and it still hurt.

Anyway she was so nice to send me home in a taxi. HAHAHA. That aside, I got up specially to do this post cause i STILL have no computer and i have to sneak online on my aunt's. Which is particularly dangerous at this time of the year cause she's a lecturer and i have no idea when the poly students start their holidays cause now her schedule is really erratic and she could be back anytime.

Speaking of which, i almost got caught last week. OMG so scary i tell you. You know, even if she's back early its usually like 4+pm. But on that day she came back at like 1+pm. Scared the hell out of me when i heard the door opening. I quickly forced the laptop to shutdown, and dashed into her room, replaced the computer in its original position and dashed back out again. My heart was beating like crazy and the whole time i was like oh god please please please dont let me get into trouble.....please please i will be a good girl....

Eh but i suspect she knows cause when she left later on, i went back into her room and her laptop was in a different position from where i left it. And she must have known.. cause the laptop didnt have time to cool, so she must have felt the heat. But if she knew, she couldnt be bothered to change the password. Its still the same leh O_o so i can still sneak online but this time with extreme caution.

Thank god she originally left her laptop in her room. I shudder to think of the consequences if she had previously left her laptop downstairs in the living room where she usually does. Cause if she did, i'd have no time at all to replace the laptop and FYI the living room is just in front of the front door. So if she DID leave it downstairs originally, i would have been caught red handed. Plus i would have been in deep shit. THANK YOU GOD FOR SAVING MY SKIN ^^

Okay i actually meant to blog only one paragraph. I domt know how it got so long. Anyway, tomorrow im gonna meet April, Renee and Evan at 10 for breakfast and then we're going to school to buy our books for next year. And then im going for buffet with my mum. Yay cant wait. BYE ^^

HIIII. Im back from the children's church camp and i think it was quite fun lah, haha. Not many pictures of me cause i was busy taking photos. The camp was 2D1N but i was so tired after that!

Anyway day one, we left in two seperate buses with the earlier people on the first bus. Sooo while waiting for the people on the second bus to arrive, the kids played this game where you have to throw this thing up and run underneath and back out again before it comes down.

Then we divided into groups and had games and stuff.

We slept in the cabana thingies. Digressing a lil bit, this is what Ryan drew. Nice right. Plus he did it in pen O_o

Dayeana Daena Daeyana (?) Dont know how to spell her name but SHE IS SUPER ADORABLE. More on her later.

After the kids went to bed at like 930 the rest of us played SlapJack, 99, AH & bridge until like 5+ the next day. Super exhausted but i've never laughed so much in one day in my entire life. We were playing AH which is like Taidi except with ranks.

So there was King of kings, King, Queen of queens, Queen, soldier and so on. So Bev finished her cards first and got the position of king of kings. Then this huge bug came along and Eoin flicked it to bev, and bev was like shrieking and saying HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO THE KING OF KINGS! hahaha omg effing funny. There was also this part when Veron i think, sprayed insect repellent which smelt quite nice and Joel was saying something like what smells so nice ? And Joseph was like, Oh my fart. Hahaha.

Ryan went totally high at night and he kept making weird noises and at one point he went... Im gonna poot poot and proceeded to let out a huge fart -____- Gross but so funny. Oh wait, i for got to say that at like 11+ one of my 10 year old group member came over saying that he could not sleep. I totally dont believe him lor, cause before they slept we were playing slapjack in front of them and he kept asking me if he can play with us instead of going to sleep. Veron was like, Aiyah, its not that he cannt sleep, is he dont want to sleep. I think he's damn annoying cause he keeps sucking up to me. -____-

Joel and Joseph went to sleep at like 5+ And this is how they slept :

One sleep like bangla, one sleep like a corpse. And when amanda came down at like 630am she said they were still in the same position -___-

This is ashley who has a mini crush on Joseph. I heard from Xiang i think that she reminded joseph that he said he was gonna marry her next time. Haha, She's like 8 and he's 16. Hahaha.

And the last photo: At first he only stood behind her, but she went on to hold his hands. Haha so cute.

And now for the ultimate cuteness....

This is Daena (?) and her sister Daphne who loves to carry her. Oh btw, the orange bubbles tee is Daena's fave shirt. Hahahaha. SO CUTE.

Really hard to make her pose at first, and Amanda kept trying making her look up.

She likes to jump onto people and bite people's shirts.

Look at Daena's mouth ^^ Amanda doing the tango with chloe..

We had a bonfire at night.

Bev and Ashley.

Brynna, me, Amanda

And this is RenHua, she's from china and i learnt alot of new chinese words from her. Haha. Okay so that's it for the camp.

Im gonna go bathe now and get ready to go out with Joan.. And on Friday Im gonna meet April, Renee and Evan at 10 for breakfast at macdonalds before heading to school to buy our books and stuff for next year.

More pictures to come. Haha mmkayz byeeeee~~~

My dad has ruled that my laptop is beyond salvation. So Im now at Justin's place with Noel, Jass and Fidi using his com while my dad gets me a new one ^^

Anyway during break I told Fidi and Jass about _ And we were talking about how maybe he'll message me with another number and pretend he's someone else and so on. Suddenly my phone vibrated and Jass was like *widens eyes* "WTF MAYBE ITS HIM! CHECK THE NUMBER!!!!"

So i did and omg it really was an anonymous text and it said "Hi" soooo we were like OMFGGGGGGXXXXX!!! But it turned out to be some Cabal guy i used to make fun of with Yintong. His name is Steven, he's 22 i think, he's damn ugly AND HE IS SUCH A FREAK! MY GOD HE IS TOTALLY WEIRD. Here's how the convo (in sms) went:
(He's in blue, Im in red.)

"Hi"

"Hi you are?"

"Steven, the ex Cabal friend"
"Oh"

"You forget me?"

"No"

"Oh then you got save my number ma? I got good opportunity for you..."

(***WTF PERVERT AND SUPER WEIRD***)

"No" (as in, no, i didnt save your number)

"Why? You dont friend me?"

( ***MY GOD DUDE HOW OLD ARE YOU -__-***)

"Dunno"

"Ok den you want to friend me?" (Jeez)

"Anything"

"Ok then friend lo. Later you got free? You still got boyfren..?"

"Not free. I got bf." (Okay im lying but wtv)

"Oh since when you got boyfriend?"

"Last year"

"Cool he got do anything with you?"

(***PERV***)

"No"

"You know what i mean?"

"What?"

(Actually i knew exactly what he meant, but since he want to ask so i will make things difficult for him. But jeez cant he see from my monosyllabic replys that i think he's totally annoying? But Fidi kept asking me to reply [-___-] so i did.)

"Eh...i dun dare sae...He always do what as you go out with him?"

"Nothing"

"Like what? I had been single since last year le..."

(*** I ALREADY SAID WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING RIGHT YOU FOOL? AND I THINK A WEIRDO LIKE YOU WILL HAVE BEEN SINGLE YOUR WHOLE LIFE LA***)

"Nothing."

"No other else?"

"No."

"Ok...careful on guy...Ya...!"

(I dont know wtf he means so i didnt reply.)

"So you friend me?"

"Anything."

"I am okay with it (="

"What anything? You hate pervert?"

(WEIRDO. First he says he's okay with it then he says "what anything" -__- And please lah who in the right mind loves perverts? -.-)

"Yes"

"Sry i got short term memory loss so i will forget that i had sented to you..."

(I didnt reply cause i didnt know wtf he meant and his english is atrocious)

"Eh you free now?" (This fellow just doesnt give up does he -.-?)

"No"

"Then are you still with your stead?"

"Yes"

"Oh...You must watch what you wear next time..."

(No reply)

"You got it ma...?"

"Yes and you are not my mother."

"Be careful when you wear miniskirt"

"I said you are not my mother."

"I saw the newspaper la there is perverts in the station and take the picture of girls skirts..."

"You are the pervert right?"

"'You usually wear safe pant inside better to play safe as i got no intention to sae dirty.."

"Fuck off"

Then Fidi used her phone to call him & she was like "UHHHH (*the horny sound which she did damn loudly*) THIS IS FIDELIA AND I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU UHHHHHHH...ARE YOU MASTURBATING? HMMMM? ARE YOU?"

Hahahaha. Me, Jass and Noel and Justin were laughing with reckless abandon at the back and i think he (the weirdo) heard it and hung up. OMG SO FUNNY PLS.

Anyway, I havent been studying since Sunday. BUT! Im having math tution tomorrow and im making it a point to study at least 2 chapters a day starting from today.

*flips hair*

I am now 10000x less guilty

BYE!

Hiiiiii. Yesterday i was watching the very first movie of fantastic four on Dvd and there was this part where Victor brought Susan into this room on spaceship (okay actually they were there because of some science experiment but thats not the point) and then he said, "Susan, you make a man want to give you the world. And in my case i dont mean that metaphorically." Then he opened this window thing and then you could see the whole earth and the stars from there and Susan gasped and Victor got down (i think) and proposed to her.

You know i wont ask for much you know. Haha if a guy wanted to marry me he could just bring me to tho top of the singapore flyer and tell me that i make a man want to give me the whole of singapore and he doesnt mean that metaphorically. Then he will guide me to the window and i would gasp at the scenery and he would go down on one knee in front of the rest of the people in the carriage and propose to me, then i will accpet with tears of joy and we'll live happily ever after.

Hey, it could happen.

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Okay probably not.

Anyway i still have math homework to do so toodles.

Heres an edit. Today I am pissed because there are people spamming xyz's (names have obviously been changed for privacy reasons so busybodies will not go to said person's blog and add oil to fire) blog for no apparent reason. Jeez its xyz's blog so xyz has every right to voice xyz's opinions and thoughts. Xyz did not even state your name. If you dont like it, dont read it. Its better than kids who hide behind their nicks and flame people. One who dares to do things against convention is better than those who will only criticise behind the anonymity of a nick but tremble and pee in their pants when they get challenged in real life. KNN. Kay Im done.

HOLA. Actually im blogging for the sake of blogging. Nothing much to do so far, so ive been spending alot of time online blogshop hopping and playing...runescape and moshi monsters.

Siu called me on tuesday night and we spent like an hour looking for jobs, talking about runescape and her new (i think) shirtdress, go to her friendster for more details plus you'll be doing her a favour cause she wants to target 800 visits this month. -___-

Changed my blogskin with alot of help from my cousin and her friend. On sunday im supposed to go out with Eunice, Joan and her friend Judy... whom i've never met. We gonna eat dimsum at... i dont know where yet. But there will be pictures! I think.

Anyway, Siu wants me to ask my mum to help her sign up for a runescape membership. Hahahaha. Runescape is actually this game with horrible graphics but ive been playing it since P5 so i must stay loyal hahahaha. No lah, actually i wanted to play WoW but i have to pay sgd25 a month just to play it in addition to buying the CD which costs like sgd30. Siao sgd55 a month just to play that -.- Soooo i decided on GuildWars. Haha i've been asking around for the past few weeks and i think Jasper and Clarissa were veeeryyyy annoyed.

Um okay. Back to runescape hahaha.

"Cause if you wake up one day and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on Earth I could be.."
(paranomicshot.blogspot)

(EDIT: HELP ME CLICK ON THE NUFFNANG AD ON YOUR RIGHT! Anyway, Im not in town now but i brought my lappie over so i can still go online ^^)

Eh hiiiiiii. Im at my cousin's place now and when i first arrived she offered me a ribena and grabbed one for herself. When she was done she said, ohh when you finish you can just throw it out window here *points to window* and proceeded to throw hers out -__-

Then she told me...okay her exact sentence ahhhh : "Sometimes my father will talk to me about zuo ren de dao li and then i will fall asleep. But sometimes i will listen lah haha." Then we wanted to order lagsane and starry munchies for lunch but we didnt dare to call pizza hut so my cousin called her mum who was at work and asked her to speak to the pizza person.

It didnt arrive for a long time and i asked her if her mum actually placed the order. Her reaction : "SHE DARE DONT ORDER?!?" Hahaha wtf. Anyway i spent most of my afternoon packing for my malaysia trip and playing (ahem) runescape with siu and blogshop hopping.

Merlissa helped me to order my contacts already so i hope it arrives soon~
Mmmkayyyyyzzz bye!