Time doesnt do anything when your heart's not ready to move on.

ZOMGXZZZ, im so happy yet so sad.
You know i missed _ by like 2 minutes after school ?
Ms Goh held us back awhile after POA, and when me and Clarissa
(okay, only me lah haha) rushed to look down at the parade square
(We were at the 3rd floor history room) i saw _ NEAR THE
FREAKING CHEM LAB ! WTFZZZX ! WHY YOU LEAVE SCHOOL
SO EARLY ONE !!!!!!! HDHSHJSNEWKDJD&&*((*8789HJS !!!
but okay. lunch was nice cause _ finally decided to come down for once
and not stay in class or whatever he does during lunch haha -__-
Lucky i decided to eat and not slack in 3/8 hahahahaha. oh and lit was
good. 15 minutes (?) of viewing time from the 2nd floor hehe ^^

and omgxz lunch was like really funny cause i was so engrossed
in talking to april and looking out for _ that i accidentally threw my
empty milo cup into the dustbin when i was supposed to return it to the
drink stall bucket thing. HAHA WTF. when i threw it in i was like ooops
did i just do what i thought i did ? and april's like OMFG ALYSSA hahaha
and we went like HOKAY NO ONE SAW THAT ! ~~ hahaha goonduu !

Okay so during math (?) Clarissa drew this really nice
(according to her anyway haha) heart thing on her wrist.
Soooo she asked me to draw a matching one on mine also.
But my heart thingo turned out really retarded so i decided to
draw a star. But that turned out really retarded too. okay
so i ended up deciding to draw my trademark nubcake face.
Just when i finished drawing the circle, clarissa told me to
draw a star inside so that all 5 points touched the circle.
The star is the kind with the lines inside, you know like what your
kindergarten teacher would draw if you got full marks for your spelling test.
i dont know how to explain lah. so anyway, she was like, ooops looks like
that satan cult symbol thing. and now i have a huge ass satanic thingy on
my wrist hahahahaha.

And after school i wanted to leave school like immediately cause
of you-know-who but belynda and kelmond and wensen and whoever
was in the general office with mr sam for open defiance to this relieve/relief
teacher called Ms Swan O_o okay dunno if thats really her name but whutever.

headed to whitesands videoezy to return one missed call.
Clarissa loaned me 11 bucks to get my tights and headband thingy.
Im still deciding if i should wear that or a dress to cresendo.
and im still thinking if i should pierce my tongue ! But its like
60 bucks leh how ! And i still have to ask evan for my band uniform
money hehehe. haha, im itching to pierce like everywhere ! im not
sure where to pierce next but i shall find a place. haha. But i dont
wanna look like an ahlianxz haha. howhowhow. kay cant believe
i can get stressed over this kinda thing -__________-

my mum was downstairs dinging the door bell just now.
jeez doesnt she have a key ? She knows how much i hate
walking up and down the stairs. (yalah yalah i dont like
to walk lah. thats why im so fat what ! hahahaha)

Que Sera Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see,
Que Sera Sera,
What will be, will be. ♥

Mmkay byezxxxxx.