When there's something you really want,
fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems.
And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if ten tears from now,
You're going to wish you gave it just one more shot.

Because the best things in life, they dont come free.


I have like so much to say, but i cant seem to find the
right words. I have been bitching and complaining about
how tired i am. Today didnt get any better either, and i came
home with really eff'd up feelings.

I actually felt my heart turn numb today.
Im sooo tired of feeling hurt. So tired of feeling angry.
So tired of feeling that sharp pain there. So tired of
feeling my heart sink. So tired of feeling feelings.

I hate it when i feel like this. I kept snapping
at people today. -_______________-

I feel that sometimes, nobody's ever held me down
and forced me to cry or made me hug them or got to the
inside of me. Its like i say " Oh, I'm fine" and I walk away
and no one's ever said " No, you're not"
- Angelina Jolie.

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Some quiz i found online.

10 things you probably didnt know about me :

1. I sleepwalk.
2. I eat my cereal with chocolate milk.
3. Im a serial nail-biter.
4. I love apple crumbles and meat pies.
5. I dont know what else to type.

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I just changed my playlist :

Metro Station-Shake It.
Sum 41- With Me.
The Ting Tings- That's Not My Name.
David Cook- Always be My Baby.
Ashlee Simpson- Bittersweet World.
Katy Perry- I Kissed A Girl.

Mmkay. If you dont like the songs, just mute your
computer please. Or pause it or something. I dont need reasons
to put up songs i wanna hear dammit.

I'm moody.

Dear Life, Im so so tired.
Dear God, I wanna lie down and rest.
Dear Heart *squishsquishsquish*
Dear Alyssa, stop it.