"A lot of people are afraid to ask for what they want.
that's why they don't get what they want." -madonna

couldn't sleep last night so i started thinking my self to sleep.
realised i couldn't have my lip piercing cause of my braces,
decided to change to a vertical labret piercing, cause it goes vertically
through your lip, and not the area below the chin, so it wont
touch my braces. decided it would look extremely weird with braces.
then decided to do it when in 17 and a half when my braces come off.
finally decided on a nape piercing. if i cant tattoo that area,
(looks ugly on my wedding day,when i go to work,how to hide,etc etc)
then at least i can pierce it so at least its removable eh.

also had a weird dream last night, jot down before i forget.
started with vanessa hudgens (gabriella from hsm) at this really
beautiful place saying that it was her favourite place or whatever.
i dunno why i was friends with zac efron (troy form hsm)
but we got off a helicopter at that place and felt this really
strong wind (not from helicopter) blowing on my face.
the water was a really deep blue and there were like really
colourful plants growing all over and there was a waterfall,
plus the area was kinda like divided by two. one side was windy,
and the other side was quiet. Saw vanessa there and said hi, she
introduced herself as zac's girlfriend,and i said i didnt know zac
had a girlfriend. we became kinda like good friends. ended
the day with watching the sunset there. throughout the whole
dream, was trying to figure out where/what exactly that
place was, and decided that it was in america. trying to
figure out what state in america it was in, when suddenly,
harding university popped into my head. Since some of my
church friends go to harding, i decided that place i was in, is in texas.

went home and my mum said we were leaving tomorrow.
was really sad and wanted to wake up really early the next day
to watch the sunrise with vanessa and zac at that place.
My mum then said i could come back here in a few years time
to study at harding if i wanted to. she would buy a house
and i could live here instead of the dorms which are kinda dangerous.

Then i woke up i think. cant really remember much.
the dream was like super duper wooper clear.
why did harding university keep popping up ?
does that mean im gonna study there or what ?
and where is the real location of that place ?
does it really exist ? cause its really beautiful!
and why was i friends with zac and vanessa ?
am i gonna be (wishful thinking) famous or what ?
hahaha omg i really wanna know what my dream means!
(or if it actually doesnt mean anything at all ?)

HAH.